Dear Family,
Yesterday, was a day full of miracles. In Sacrament meeting,
Sam said the opening prayer and then it was fast and testimony meeting
and he bore his testimony. It was beautiful. Then two members of the
ward, received the Melchidek priesthood not too long ago, blessed the
Sacrament. I was so proud of them and I know their wives were as well,
these families have been through a lot, but the Atonement and the gospel
have made it possible for them to work towards becoming eternal
families. Donna was confirmed and the spirit that was felt throughout
our lessons together and her baptism, was in abudance yesterday. She's
not alone and she felt that yesterday. Her baptism was absolutely
incredible. President, I can't describe how special it was and I will
never forget it. She had family members there that are not members and
they definitely felt something. It was an amazing spiritual experience
for everyone that was there. She was
baptized at the YMCA swimming pool and it was after hours so no one was
there. As soon as we walked in I felt the spirit there with us. Donna's
health is not doing well, and she isn't going to fight her cancer. My
little heart weeps when she tells us that, but I know she was holding on
so that she could be baptized and be an example to her family. Her
family will follow, I know that. We sang 'Families can be together
forever' at her baptism and it was powerful. Her family will be eternal.
I think about the people that I have met here and my recent
converts that mean so much to me, and I know that I promised Heavenly
Father that I would bring His children back to Him. I felt that
confirmation very strongly a few days ago. I'm supposed to be here now,
at this age, in Indiana. I read in the previous general conference issue
and there was a talk about missions and how where we serve can be holy
ground, I believe that. I just thanked my Heavenly Father last night for
this experience, for all the experiences I have had on my mission, I
have no regrets. Sister Bankhead told me the other day that she noticed I
was doubling my efforts, I want to do all that I can as time is getting
shorter. I want to use the experiences and lessons to continue to be on
the Lords errand.
I feel like I can help other people know they can receive answers
to their prayers and feel God's love through prayer. I am able to
receive revelation for others, but I had been going to Heavenly Father
with some personal questions and felt like if He knows me then why are
certain things happening when He knew how I would react. I don't like it
when I question Heavenly Father and ask WHY, why now, but I found
myself having a hard time trusting Him and the plan that He has for me. I
felt like Enos, and I just prayed and prayed waiting for something. He
answered. I have already received an answer and I wasn't willing to
accept or act on the answer. I had to change my prayer and let Him know
that I was willing now. The peace came. The focus came back. I know that
God is there and now I know more than ever that He is there for me.
In our district meeting we were talking about prayer and that came to my
mind. I am grateful that we can follow
Christ's example, not only in baptism, but in all things and kneel as
He did in the Garden. I was reading about that in the Bible Dictionary
and the spirit filled my heart and prayer is more important to me than
ever. I need it.
Sister Bankhead and I had some exciting events happen to us this
week! We were studying in the morning and we heard our Carbon Monoxide
alarm go off, I know right, crazy, so we called our landlord and our
district and then we had to call the mission office. They told us to go
and stay with the sisters in Martinsville that night and someone would
come check it out in the morning. Sister Bankhead and I come back in
the morning and they sure got someone to come check it out all right,
the fire department comes with their sirens blaring!!!! Sister Bankhead
and I just wanted to curl up and just go away! They go in and check it
out and it was fine but my goodenss it got made into a huge deal, we
laugh about it now, but man oh man. Then tornado sirens were going off
like crazy this week. We were having a lesson with Donna outside of the
church and the sirens started going off and I have never seen Donna
move so
fast with her walker!!!!! Last night the sisters from Martinsville
came up and we blitzed IU campus and had some fun with sidewalk chalk,
then they slept over and who knows what we are going to do today:)